Tis Not That I Did Choose Thee
by Josiah Conder
The hymn for the month of May, Tis Not That I Did Choose Thee, by Josiah Conder, will take us to the holy pages of scripture, to look at one of the most humbling, awe inspiring, and ultimately comforting doctrine in scripture; the sovereignty of God.
The doctrine of God's sovereignty could be the doctrine most assaulted of all found in the Bible, but make no mistake about it, it is all over the Bible. Now, when I say that this doctrine is assaulted, I truly do mean just that. Now, no true Christian would tell you that they don't believe God is sovereign, but when you really press the issue, you find precious little sovereignty left.
In the words of Charles Haddon Spurgoen:
"There is no attribute more comforting to His children than that of God's sovereignty. Under the most adverse circumstances, in the most severe trials, they believe that Sovereignty has ordained afflictions, that Sovereignty overrules them, and that Sovereignty will sanctify them all. On the other hand there is no doctrine more hated by worldlings, no truth of which they have made such a football, as the great, stupendous, but yet most certain doctrine of the Sovereignty of God. Men will allow God to be everywhere except on His throne. They will allow Him to be in His almonry to dispense alms and bestow blessings. They will allow Him to be in His workshop to fashion worlds and make stars. They will allow Him to sustain the earth and bear up the pillars thereof, or light the lamps of heaven, or rule the waves of the ever-moving ocean; but when God ascends His throne, His creatures gnash their teeth, and when we proclaim an enthroned God, and His right to do as He wills with His own, to dispose of His creatures as He thinks well, without consulting them in the matter, then it is that men turn a deaf ear to us, for God on the throne is not the God they love. But it is God upon the throne we love to preach. It is the God upon the throne Whom we trust."
Now, the exact point when we "turn a deaf ear" from this doctrine, is when it comes to the salvation of man. We want so badly to take a leading role in our salvation, that we will overturn the very pages of scripture to ensure that man remains autonomous. Unfortunately two things take place when we do this, first, we are attempting to claim merit for our own salvation, after all, what "work" would please God more than choosing Him, and second, we are taking the glory away from God, which He alone deserves.
Josiah Conder understood this fact very well, and when he read the words of Jesus in John 15:16 "You did not choose Me, but I chose you." he could not help, but "let go, and let God." Now, this doctrine itself is found everywhere in scripture, it is not something that you would have any difficulty validating. In fact, for good measure I would like to throw out a few verses that you either have to deny completely, or concede that God is sovereign, but I will let you be the judge:
John 6:35-45 Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst. But I said to you that you have seen me and yet do not believe. All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never cast out. For I have come down from heaven, not to do my own will but the will of him who sent me. And this is the will of him who sent me, that I should lose nothing of all that he has given me, but raise it up on the last day. For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who looks on the Son and believes in him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up on the last day. So the Jews grumbled about him, because he said, I am the bread that came down from heaven. They said, Is not this Jesus, the son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know? How does he now say, I have come down from heaven? Jesus answered them, Do not grumble among yourselves. No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him. And I will raise him up on the last day. It is written in the Prophets, And they will all be taught by God. Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me—(emphasis added)Now these words make it plain, "no one can come" to Jesus unless "the Father draws them".
Acts 13:48 And when the Gentiles heard this, they began rejoicing and glorifying the word of the Lord, and as many as were appointed to eternal life believed. Here the words are very plain, as many as God had appointed to eternal life believed the Gospel.
Ephesians 1:3-6 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the BelovedThis passage, (which continues for another 8 verses) demands of us to understand who the choice belongs to in salvation. If God Chose us before the foundation of the world, then we didn't have much of a choice. Some would reject that this is the case, with a misunderstanding of the foreknowledge of God, but Paul makes it clear in Romans 9:11 that it isn't on the basis of what we do (which would make us the one who is sovereign over salvation), instead, it is based on His choice.
So here it is, without further adieu May's hymn of the month:
Tis Not That I Did Choose Thee
by: Josiah Conder 1836
Tis not that I did choose Thee,
For Lord that could not be;
This heart would still refuse Thee,
Hadst Thou not chosen me.
Thou from the sin that stained me
Hast cleansed and set me free
Of old Thou hast ordained me,
That I should Live to Thee
Twas sovereign mercy called me
And taught my opening mind;
The world had else enthralled me,
To heavenly glories blind.
My heart owns non before Thee,
For Thy rich grace I thirst;
This knowing if I love Thee,
Thou must have loved me first.
AMEN